To Selena Gomez.
Was ruminating on the left leaves of my sunniest memories,
A girl thirteen I used to be keen of and who used to love me…
Was thinking I could consume all kinds of all of my atonies
With a melody from you as you enlighten each of my agonies!
A song from you is all I need, a love song like a prayer,
As my hoary self still begging for the love I never savored
Still listening without clear ideals of my heart’s desire,
Still short of envy to sin or lose sight of your voice’s thread.
I was anchoring you in my soul and my soul in you! but is,
Is that at all feasible, what am I, am I feeling lost locked out
Like Ulysses captain of his « end » or Jason starving for « gilts »?
You can be my anchor, my rest from the fuzzy and my highest self,
My anchor, my prize ahead, that retells my head none’s left as yin,
My shiny trophy, my pride worthy to wage wars for with zero guilt.